mara.threat

Like A Ghost

I’m insanely lonely at the moment. I seem to have these depressive episodes every 6 weeks or so, but I still haven’t quite figured out how to jump back from them. I don’t know what it is I’m living for, and I just can’t shake this feeling of constantly being on the verge of tears. I can’t see a way out from these thoughts, or an answer to what I’m feeling. 

I wrote a song. It didn’t really make me feel better, but at least it’s one way I can express part of the mess that’s inside my head…